though my hands grasp firmly into empty spaces, i find myself in an act of romantic suicide. tears bleeding onto my once rosy blushed cheeks, i whisper those damned words that kill me with every breath. it's OVER. i don't love you anymore. my mouth, poisoned with such lies, tremble as they fill with the salty tears that pollute my entire face.
your dark brown stare is so intense that my lies are beginning to disappear in the tensioned air. my lungs are yearning for a fresh breath of air but fear of confessing the truth keeps my mouth shut. silently, i cry for him to just walk away.
i close my eyes and just pray, beg, wish for him to leave already. my heart beats like thunder in my chest at the strength of my passion for him begins to escape me. please. don't go. the words quietly escape from my mouth.
a question of sincerity leaks into the air from his frosty glare.
unable to explain myself any furthur, i step back, afraid of the next few moments. yet as i take a step back, he takes a step towards me, leaning his beautiful face closer to mine.
i inch for stability but nothing is within my reach. instead, i find myself slowly falling to floor until..
he catches me.
as he always did. as he promised he always would.
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